I'm new at this but I have a lot on my mind and need other people to hear what I have to say. Do you ever think you're not good enough? You fall in love and get your heart broken so you just give up on trying. You meet people and get to know them but you get to know them for the wrong reasons and maybe you sleep with them to get over all the crap you've been through. Commitment issues are the worst, but you have fun and move on and try hard to meet someone new and then they break your heart too and you end up in the same place you started. I never think I'm good enough for anyone who walks into my life and then turns around and walks out. They tell me what I want to hear and I open my heart to them, just to get it ripped out. Why does life have to have so many twists and turns and not good ones? Is anyone ever good enough?
notg00denough notg00denough
22-25, F
3 Responses Aug 20, 2014

you see yourself as a failure, but hear what i tell my daughter, you are learning and you are growing, you dont judge what is not finished. you wait, so is your life, dont give up on yourself, look at the inner you, and see all the potential in there, and invite the greatest power in to empower you to rise up from that mental gloom, read the bible, ps, 23, say what a little boy said about himself when he was neglected by his father and 11 brothers, he was very insignificant... it changed his life forever....

If you need any advice, I'm always here to communicate.

Wow, I think the same way. And i feel that It doesn't get any easier it just gets harder.

It doesn't get easier and it's hard to think that I'm worth it

HI. I ALSO COME FROM A DYSFUNCTIONAL HOME. I WAS RAISED ABUSED IN MANY WAYS, UNLOVED & UNWANTED. MY FAMILY HAD ME BELIEVING THAT I WAS A LOW LIFE. NOT WORTH ANYTHING. I WAS VERY INSECURE. I HAD (& STILL HAVE) SELF WORTH ISSUES. I LOVE PEOPLE & HELPING OTHERS, BUT WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS, I'M LOST. THAT'S WHY I'VE BEEN SINGLE SINCE '99. ITS NOT THAT I DON'T WANT LOVE. I WANT IT MORE THAN ANYTHING. TO LOVE & BE LOVED. BUT, BEING RAISED WITHOUT LOVE, IT SEEMS LIKE LOVE IS THE HARDEST THING IN THE WORLD TO FINE. I SEE OTHER COUPLES IN LOVE, HOLDING HANDS, HUGGING & KISSING -- I ADMIRE THEM. AS FOR ME, I FEEL SO EMPTY & LOST INSIDE. SO, YEAH, I KNOW WHERE YOU'RE COMING FROM. I HOPE YOU HAVE BETTER LUCK IN FINDING TRUE LOVE, THAN I HAVE.