Selfish Love...

You bring me down, you lie, you cheat, you can't be trusted. you make it so that, I can't hang out with my friends or even have them around. I have to sit and watch you like I'm a P.I. all day.

I give from my heart and I always think about you even if it's something small like getting you something you like while I'm at the store. You never really think about me? I do all that I can for you, from handling both of our business affairs and you just act like, oh well who the hell cares...

I brung you from a boy into a man,I showed what you could do with your capabilities and no, I am not perfect,but my heart is full of love and I'm no fool...I know how this thing called love goes! you say you love me then comes the hurt, I fought it and then I gave in and all I've seen is hurt.

I'm tired of staying in the house doing nothing while you continue to lie and deceive me. yes, I know that I have put on some pounds and no I don't go out or do some of the thing's that I use to do. I almost feel like I owe you,but I don't. I want out...

I'm unhappy...and sexually you really don't please me! whatever, I long for the days when I was sleazy and uncaring,but I grew and u didn't you are still a kid...that's what I get for dating someone three year's younger than me. you don't want the same things as me, you still want to play. sadly thou i did that back in my good ole days. see you know I'm a damn good woman and when I love, I love hard but I'll be damned if you keep me down,not after I've made it this far! life is full of lessons and this one is no different you're a chapter in my book that will soon be closed...warning to you, you're on borrowed time thou. lol.