I want to be in a safe relationship with a man. But I have to learn to trust and overcome my own past. I've been in abusive relationships and dont want to repeat the same mistakes all over again. I am too old for that.
Part of me also wants to feel protected by a man. But I also feel that I need to learn to take care of myself. Not easy!
Love can feel good, I know. I've tasted it in my life. I had one man who was good, but it didn't work out. No ones fault. Having had it once, I want it again, long term.