It's Confusing

It's strange.  I have goals and things I'd like to do, but I'm always drawn away from them.  I make straight A's in school, but outside of that, I don't really do much.


When I get home, I always tell myself I should play my bass or write or do something constructive, but I always end up getting on the computer or wasting the day some other way and still being horribly bored!  I'm not sure why this is.


I used to think it was because of a lack of willpower, but now I'm not so sure that that's the only culprit.  It's extremely annoying though.

Onaquest Onaquest
13-15, M
Jun 17, 2009