There Is No Point In Me Being Here

I feel like I'm a complete failure. All I cause everyone is grief. I started off taking drugs cause I was so sick of my life and it did help for a while. But I don't feel like I have a purpose in life, I got made redundant about a year ago and I just feel completely useless. I'm starting college soon so thats a new chapter in my life. But I feel like I've let alot of people around me down with the drugs - which I'm still trying to overcome. Sometimes I get sick of myself - you know I'm sick of being me sometimes. I do feel positve about the future sometimes but then other times I just don't see the point. I don't see what my purpose is in life.

sinead12 sinead12
22-25, F
4 Responses Jul 21, 2010

I feel the same way. Sadly college didnt help me it just hurt me even more.

Great advice sharossody ^_^ I am not that good at giving advice.

Congratulations on dealing with the drug issue, you are making great head-way to a new and positive life. Keep yourself busy, get a hobby, remember the saying idle hands, when you are back at college, your mind will be taken up with studies.<br />
As for the thoughts that you have let people down over your actions, the best way you can make it up to them, is showing them that you are carving out a new life for yourself. That will give them all the happiness they need.<br />
Good luck and don't let yourself down,X@

just think positive and im glad your overcoming the drugs proud of you!!!!