I Hate Life.

What is the point of it? You're born, go through sh*t, then die. What's the point of living when all you do is suffer? I hate life. I hate humans. I hate everything. I'm a misanthrope.

Why was I even born? There's no reason for me to be here. My parents say they can't live without me, but if I was never born, they could. Because they wouldn't have known me. Plus even if I was the worst child on earth my parents would still love me. Because I am their child, we share the same blood. My brother, on the other hand, hates me. He actually wouldn't mind it if I was dead. I'm not exaggerating here.

I'm depressed I guess. But I don't want a listening ear. I've had that. I've talked with my principle and a counseler. It doesn't help. It may for some people, but not me. I'm tired of this. Of everything. Nothing could really help me. Not a therapist, counseler, nothing. I don't even have true friends. They know nothing about me. Random people on the internet that I've never met knows more about me than the people I've known for years and the people I live with. That's not right. That shouldn't happen to anyone.

I know I'm loved. But what does that do, if they only love what they think I am, not for what I really am?

I don't think I'm a good person. And I've been told that as well. I'm sarcastic, pessimistic, a bit apathetic and too realistic. I've been told that I'm a b*tch, mean, rude, annoying, ugly, heartless.

I'm not going to disagree with that. Because I know that I can be a b*tch, people mistake my sarcasm for being mean and rude, my brothers think I'm such a nuisance along with a lot of other people, I've always been sort of apathetic, or that's just what humanity made me, and I know I'm not a model. I'm not even attractive. I know that, and I'm okay with that. I don't care. Even if I was beautiful, no one would want me anyways. Because of all the other things mentioned above.

If 2012 was real, then good. Because we all deserve to die. Humans, anyways. Animals never did anything. But because of human stupidity, animals are suffering. Global warming and destroying their habitats. I don't think they appreciate all that we've done to them.

Insanityensues999 Insanityensues999
18-21, F
Aug 8, 2010