Tired Of Living..everything Seems So Wrong

i was abandoned by my parents when i was 2weeks old..i grew up with my lola and aunts back there..i never thought that the smallest and meaningless experience made me so lonely..i changed a lot,this feeling,it doesn't felt good..then i start  wishing i was never born..i cried a lot,i guess if this feeling doesnt change then i'll end up dead in my sleep..i  hope there's someone out there,can take back those happy memories that ones encourage me to live..i just wanted to live there at my hometown til the day i died..i have good friends out there but it seems i can only imagine whats life over there..
pppconsideritdead pppconsideritdead
18-21
Aug 11, 2010