Worthless ParentsThe reason why I wish I was never born is because of my parents. They had me when they were 35 and 38. My mom did not love my dad and just wanted to get married and have a child before she was too old. However, she hates children and is a major workaholic. My father was a drug addict, an alcoholic, and had an outstanding police record so bad that the state police had a picture of him in the cars saying 'do not approach this man.'
I could never grow up fast enough for my mom and when I was three, she lost complete interest in me unless if it was about smacking me around or mentally abusing me. Even now, my mom does not fully accept the way I am and I know she never will. She constantly makes me empty promises and will stand me up if we are to do something together. My father is a very selfish man and is always suspicious of what I am doing. He no longer does drugs or alcohol, but he currently has Hepatitis C. He has threatened to hurt me and kick me out of the house.
My parents weren't and still aren't ready to be parents. They are too busy wrapped up in their own pathetic lives to even comprehend that.
iLostMySoul 18-21, F 5 Responses 0 Jul 25, 2011