I Am A Doormat
Just like the title says, I am a doormat. I let family and friends walk all over me and use me. I feel like I cant ever say no. "Can I borrow money"? "Give me a ride". "I need a favor". Yup that's what im asked, daily. I'm only 27, but yet I still live with my parents, not becauze I cant afford living on my own, no its because I have to take care of them, along with a gradmother, a few singlings, and nephews,I also have my own son to care for. I have an aunt that borrows money weekly it seems like, I never am repaid but still I keep on lending. My parents should be caring for my grandma but no, I take care of her. I never go out, Ive given up dating because who wants to date someone and their entire family? The sad part is that I feel bad just complaining now. Yeah, I feel like Im a ***** or something just because I dont wanna do something for someone.I really wish I didnt have such a kind heart.