I Wish I Did Not Have A Heart Sometimes!
Some days I wish I wish I could go back to theold me, high, thick walls where no one could get into or climb over, where I could not feel a thing...then it would not hurt so much.
just like phychics...I feel everything around me, I am way too sensitive and get too stressy over it from everything that influences me, then it changes my moods out of whack....and I usaully get hurt as well.
I open my self up, and in the end I get hurt. I expect people to respect my feelings and precious heart, that my words are important, and in the end I get hurt. I share my words of love and feelings, and they get slammed, wish I would not feel some times. i am very expressive, I like to share my feelings, I like to let people know how I feel, I am too weak, I need to harden up and not have such a big heart, like all tells me, wish I did not at times!