I Should Feel Lucky

I really am. I have 2 beautiful children.both healthy and strong.a stable marriage of 12 years and counting, a business, a home, oh and an empty spot in my heart needing one more baby. One drawback, my husband had a vasectomy 4 years ago. We had just had my son 8'weeks before. My hormones were raging and I was exhausted. I was bamboozled !!!! Now all i do is think of this baby I want so badly. Breast feeding seems like heaven to me, am I nuts...
Elle0675 Elle0675
36-40, F
1 Response Jan 8, 2013

I feel the same. I have three children, and my partner had a vasectomy 3 years ago. I feel so empty. Everywhere around are pregnant women and newborns. Sometimes it feels as though I am the only person who is not able to have another child, and then I think I am being so selfish when I already have children that I adore. I know exactly how you feel, so I am sorry that I don't know what to say that will help. Just know that you are not alone, my arms are aching to hold another baby too. XxX