my husband and i have been trying for over a year now and still not pregnant. I have got to the point to where i just dont get excited when i think i am i just get disappointed. So many ppl make it seem so easy but when your trying and it doesnt happen it is very depressing. I want to give my husband a child so bad. I mean dont get me wrong the whole delivery scares me to death but that is something im willing to go through to have a child of my own. One of my best friends just found out she is pregnant and when i first found out i was so upset. Now im happy for her but it still eats at me because i wish it was me having a baby.