Feel Me Deeplyever since i was a kid im always alone. i don't mind until now. i tried my best to earn friends but ended up being left alone to suffer. then i said to my self "lets try a different approach". then i act like my self. i felt happy but as time passes i have noticed that everyone is drifting apart. i felt im alone more than ever. no one to tell my feelings for i am afraid of their reaction. afraid that they will give me criticism instead of love. iwish i can leap on someone's arms and cry there. but still im just a loner.
even if someone tries to ask me whats wrong i try my best to hide it for i think they won't understand for they didn't experience to be alone on half of their life. i hate people who keeps shouting at everyone that he/she is a friend of mine because i can feel that they will left me when im in need and will only use me. i hate that feeling yet im feeling it. i hate being alone but i feel im alone more than ever.
pls don't give criticisms it will only hurt me. I need love not a lecture.