I TAKE everything SO personally and view everything as a competiion. Both my sisters had boyfriends I was the single one who thought she was the ugly duckling.
So I thought I should everything in life better and be better then anyoene else.
I didn't take the time to have friends because I wanted to be better then them or be afraid they would say something that would affend me.
I don't know how to relax and just let time roll. Every comment or affense I get I let it eat me alive and not wanna get on with life. Anyone else feel this way? It's not very fun.
I guess just don't want to be dissapointed with my future and be complaining and paranoid at 80 and regreting my life.

The End.
LonelyGirl322 LonelyGirl322
2 Responses Dec 5, 2012

I feel the same way

Have you heard of Emotions Anonymous ?