Better Dead Than AliveI don't know how this is going to sound but I need to say this.
The way I feel right now I just think Death would be easier then living. After trying trying 4 times to kill myself and being hospitalized 7 times I just don't see a point in trying anymore.
Sometimes I just want to keep cutting and cutting til its to late to get help. Sometimes I just want to cut so deep that not even stitches would help. I just don't see anyway that life can get better for me. That the only way to stop the pain is to die. I don't know what else to do I feel so lost and hopeless and worthless..