Better Dead Than Alive

I don't know how this is going to sound but I need to say this.

The way I feel right now I just think Death would be easier then living. After trying trying 4 times to kill myself and being hospitalized 7 times I just don't see a point in trying anymore.

Sometimes I just want to keep cutting and cutting til its to late to get help. Sometimes I just want to cut so deep that not even stitches would help. I just don't see anyway that life can get better for me. That the only way to stop the pain is to die. I don't know what else to do I feel so lost and hopeless and worthless..
animalwatcher animalwatcher
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 21, 2011

I want you to know your not alone when it comes to feeking like that. I myself feel like being dead would be much better for me. Right now I'm seeing a shrink she trying to get the right medications right. I told her today that I feel empty and emotionless about my life or anything. You arent alone alone when it comes to feeling like your better off done. I have cut my arm, I have been cutting my arm the past few days just to feel something.