I'm not really able to go into as much detail as I would like (I'm typing from my cell phone), but yes, I wish I were never born. I don't believe my life has a purpose. I have a disease with no cure (HS). My life has been an exercise in unhappiness, disappointment, and bullshit. Along with my personal struggles, the world is a terrible place. There is nothing redeeming about it. Misery is absolutely everywhere you turn, and you can only escape it with the right amount of money and health. People are disgusting and terrifying, and even your friends and family can be vultures. I could go on for days about this. That said, this group is one of the main reasons I joined EP. I'm glad that, at the very least, a place like this exists.