sometimes,i sit and wonder what's this all about.last year was tough,yesterday sucked, and today was unrewarding...so i CAN ONLY IMAGINE WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS FOR ME!@ i wish i could go back in time and be young again, so that way my parents could be there to protect me from all of these horrible,uncontrollable,experiences adulthood puts you through.i know i should be grateful for the awesome childhood i had,but sometimes it just makes me see how awfull my adult life has been.when you're a kid, you feel like you have all the time in the world to do all the things you wanna do.the days and nights seem to be endless, and those hot summer days playing outside with your friends,feel like they will never end,but then you bl
ink and BAM!you're 30yrs old, and hating how fast the nights become mornings and the mornings become days, and the days become weeks ,and the weeks become months,and the months become years,and the years become you being "old". then you start to feel like time is your enemy instead of your friend,and you begin to realize that you really don't have all the time in the world to do everything you've ever wanted to do. you start to pay for all the choices you've made along the way, and the feelings of failure and idiocy overwhelm your body,mind,and soul.there's no turning back time,you're stuck with every single choice you have ever made,and in the end you find yourself staring in a mirror wondering if all of this actually real or just some big elaborate dream.