Its Hard

I was talking to a friend the other day and he said,

" You look so much better if you lost like 50 pounds, cause you be a 120ish than right, I am not saying you fat just you'd look better thinner"

Kay first of all I'd be 110 than and sickly but thats what you get all time from people. If its not about how you look its about how act or cook or smart enough dumb enough whatever. Its hard enough to be happy with you when theres so much going on outside of you.  I want to say that I am happy with me that I love me but most days I don't and that kills me cause I know I am pretty cool and fun and great but that inner voice says that I'm not

 

Starbuck82 Starbuck82
31-35, F
Mar 3, 2009