Finally Made A Bff And Can't Even Get To Hang Out.

I have always been the type of person who makes a lot of friends, but only has one truly close friend. The gal I thought was my BFF from high school ended up nearly costing me a spouse and a job, so I was without any close friends for years. Then I met my twin. I swear the only reason we were not actually twins was because no mother could have put up with our antics! However after only a couple of years, I had to move halfway across the country with my spouse while she was never going to leave the state. Three years later, it turns out that she is getting a divorce and has the option to live closer to me, and yet the reality is that she still cannot. I guess I let my hopes go that she would be able to, because now I am sad and disappointed all over again. I miss her so much even tho we are constantly talking on the phone or texting or on the computer. It's just not the same as getting together for the day and having a blast just being silly. And I feel so helpless when she is down because of her divorce. I can't even give her a hug. Distance truly sucks.
jmwolffyy jmwolffyy
31-35, F
1 Response Jul 25, 2010

I miss my bestie too... he had to move away and it still hurts not to talk to him everyday and know he is 5 mins away.