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I Wish My Heart Had An On-off Switch

It Would Be Easier

By: dyin2live
Written on April 16th, 2010

Oh, it would be so much easier if I could just find that stupid switch!!  If I could, my life would simplify in an instant.  I could let go of him.  Finally let go.  Not hurt anymore knowing he's already decided to spend his future with another...one that will hurt him so deeply he will never recover.  Part of me wants to let go so desperately, but then there is that part of me that just simply cannot do it.  That is the part that keeps winning the battle, over and over again...oh, but if I could find that silly switch!!!!

By: dyin2live
Age: 31-35 , Female
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10 responses
  • dare2love
    dare2love

    Sometimes we are forced to make decisions with our head not our heart Our heart will always remember people we love deeply and we can only push them back and try to make room for someone else. At first it may be something you do because it's the right thing for you to move on. In time you will learn to love another, but i know from experience the ones we truly love will always be in your heart forever, but we must choose to allow another to share their space and even though they are there, they will moved to a place in your heart that isn't as hurtful. hugs!

    Dec 13, 2010
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  • dyin2live
    dyin2live

    :D :D You always make me smile!!

    Apr 17, 2010
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  • TheRealWoman
    TheRealWoman

    Awww... you are a song in my heart.

    Apr 17, 2010
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  • dyin2live
    dyin2live

    Thank you so much sweetheart. I love you too. You are one of my dearest friends here and I wouldn't trade you for all of the chocolate in the world!! lol :D

    Apr 17, 2010
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  • TheRealWoman
    TheRealWoman

    You are loved, by me...sooo much. I would put that switch on to "SEEK". :)

    Apr 17, 2010
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  • dyin2live
    dyin2live

    Thank you so much... :D

    Apr 17, 2010
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  • XoFreeSpirit
    XoFreeSpirit

    you don't need people that don't need you, with every person you lose you dont NEED them, they left you for a reason, for the better, and now your one step closer the person that you really do need=] ur never alone you have your friends, and family or anyother people you mite have, and if u need someone to talk2 , u hav me :)

    Apr 16, 2010
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  • BrutMystik
    BrutMystik

    balance is important. it hurts to love somebody you can never have, I really know this. I have loved someone for years and maybe I always will. I hope she is happy. I am a lot happier now. Hopefully, time will make it easier to accept the situation.

    Apr 16, 2010
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  • dyin2live
    dyin2live

    It's the always loving him part that hurts...I haven't figured out yet how to balance loving him and being without him. That's why I haven't let go yet. But I'm figuring out a little more with every passing day. Someday I will be able to.

    Apr 16, 2010
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  • BrutMystik
    BrutMystik

    I dunno.

    I think it is better to not have a switch...sounds like your problem my be with your head and not your heart, if you know he is moving on. You can always love him-you probably always will...but don't waste too much time or miss too many beautiful things because you can't take your mind off that useless switch...

    Apr 16, 2010
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