If Dreams Were To Come True

I come from a broken home...It took me quite some time to get over the feelings of being the unwanted child, the burden to my parents, the unimportant one. The only thing that kept me alive was the dream that one day I will have my own family, a family that needs me, a family where I belong. Needless to say, when you come with such an emotional baggage from your childhood, you tend to make some mistakes that take you away from your primary goal. I was so obsessed with my goal to have a family of my own, that I decided to be blind to the choices I was making. The need for belonging, I confused it with the need to give my unconditional love to my partner, even if he didn't give me anything in return. I realized very recently, having a family means having someone who thinks you are his everything, his priority, his future. I hope he is that person I was waiting for all of my life, cause I love him, not because of what I am missing in life, but for all that he is. I hope he feels the same way.
hanna2b hanna2b
26-30, F
Aug 6, 2010