I'm In A Relationship But...

You're in my every thought, you appear in my dreams... You're all I think about most of the time, my world doesn't revolve around you but sometimes it might as well. You are my world. I love you. BUT and this is a big but, hence the capitals... you say your world doesn't revolve around me and you don't remember things that I do. For example, the first time we kissed, the first time I met you, how it all used to be. I know I'm not perfect and neither are you but sometimes you leave me wondering if you even feel the same anymore. After everything that happened and everything you went through, I'm still here, I was always there but still you have little trust in me... you just keep running back to that guy who you know will hurt you, over and over again. For what exactly?! You say you don't love him, just let him move on...

Constantly, you confuse me... I feel like I'm crossing the line every time I even think about kissing you... I want to tell you I love you but I'm not sure you want to hear. Do you even want me anymore? Are we still friends or in a relationship...? We never do anything romantic or coupley. I'm confused! I love you, you're my everything... but I'm not yours, you're still looking at other people and my eyes will start wondering too unless you re-enforce these feelings instead of letting them kill me inside. I'm fed up of chasing you, to hell with this, you need me? Come find me!