Everything Is Going Wrong

I used to have a good life. Everything used to come easy, had a great job, made lots of money, enjoyed life. Everyone always said that everything I touched turned into gold. Well that was then.... nowadays I'm facing foreclosure... my life savings gone...  barely enough money to buy food. So stressed out I can't seem to do anything right. I have no friends. I live thousands of miles from my home town. I have no desire to do anything. I wish I had the guts to finally off myself. But I dont. So I'm a failure either way. I just can't go on owing money, not being able to work, and hating myself for ruining my life and losing all the money I've made.
HopelessG HopelessG
36-40
1 Response Jul 27, 2010

Hey I know this posted in July, but your not alone. I personally am feeling this way because I had a good paying job and now nothing. Lately I have been trying to figure out what went/goes wrong so I can fix it, not an easy task but really your the only one that can do that. Some days, well most days are way more terrible than others, but I just keep thinking to myself "This can not be for nothing"! I have to make this stuff I'm going through be for something.