Can I SurvieTo day was the worst day of my life, Fist off I have bipolar for about 14 year take tons of meds for that. Then about a moth ago I was told I had a minor sroke. Ok I was dealing in my own way, then the big bang! I fell hittting my head so hard that I woke up not knowing anyone. Not my kids.huband, not even myself. Everything I have learned so far I have learned from my family. Fast forward to today, I was told I had a sister who was my bff (ya right) her and my husband I found out have been talkig behind my back, saying nasty thing about me. How could people who love you and swear they will protect you do something l.ikw that. I have 3 kids that won't even talk to me and if they do they act as if im stupid. How many times can I say I am sorry to them to make them understand I didn't mean this to happen? I feel traped in my own brain, they say I like something whren I say no it starts a war. I don't want to keep going on like this, I told my sister and husband I hated them today and havevt seen my kids. What kind of life is this? Its not a like at all. Should I just end it all or what its a battle im losing im so tired! Any amswers soon?
miznori 36-40, F 13 Responses 0 Jan 3, 2011