I Used To Say This
There has been many times in my younger life in which I have said "I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now". There have been times, when I have been alone, where I would almost be begging to be free of the emotinal pain I felt then.
But I am past that now. I did a lot of growing up and a lot of soul searching, on who I was and who I wanted to be. I moved on from there, from the dark place I would have ended up if I continued down the path I was on.
I think back now and think, 'what the hell was I thinking?' Life is the most amazing and precious gift, and it shouldn't be thrown away. I have been through some pretty horrific times (at least for myself, I wouldn't want or try to compare to anyone else), but I have lived through it and come out stronger then I thought possible. Life really is a gift, never give up on it, and more importantly never give up on yourself.