I Just Want To Die...

im 15,boy and i dont where to start because theres just too much crap in my life....i have really bad teeth so i look really ugly when i smile,i dont have friends because i abandoned them for making fun of me too much....i suck really bad at school,cant focus on study im just too depressed to focus on it,i havent experienced a proper vacation for like 5 years because my parents are fighting alot and my father is an alcoholic,i have no talent,specialty,gift or anything like that,i worth NOTHING,im totaly hopeless i feel like a burden to society,some people on the internet told me it could be worse and it will get better soon...but the thing is...its always worse,theres always some **** problem to pile on my ****** up life...im only sinking....i know my dad keeps a gun hidden somewhere in the bedroom and every day i tihnk of finding it and just shooting my self...i just want to die...
stefan13 stefan13
18-21, M
May 14, 2012