Everything Under The Sun...I was young when I first started to feel like this. But it all started with a single event that sent me spiraling down a hill of nothing. My cousins best friend got me drunk one night when I was 10. And that night I lost so much, everything a girl should hold dear and close to her heart, and he ******** it away from me, like it was nothing to him, like it shouldn't have mattered to anyone, not even me. I started cutting about a month after it happened, and I have been ever since., I moved to Cali to get away, take a break from all the faces that reminded me of the pain of what happened. But there I got myself into even more pain, racing in the streets, fighting in the streets, drinking and getting into drugs, and by the time I moved away a year later. I had 3 dead best friends, and had put someone into a coma for 5 months, and killed someone in a car wreck when his car blew up cause I hit him in just the wrong spot. Then I moved back to OK, got pregnant, and lost my baby 4 months into it. Now I just got found after running away, and my parents signed over ALL legal custody of me. I hate my life, and I want it to END!
AlyMae7 16-17, F 1 Response 0 Jun 5, 2012