In So Much Pain

Everytime he gets on i die a little inside and start crying. I almost cried in class today thinking of him.. I cried today for 15 minutes. I cut last night 3 times.. And more tonight. Im dying inside. I will never love anyone else but him. Letting go of him was the hardest thing i have ever done. An it hurt the most.
I would kill myself. I am honestly considering it.. I would kill myself but i just dont know..
I cry everyday now.. Im starving now.. And honestly i dont care if i die.

I could be me around him. now hes gone and i have lost the love for EP... I wish i could have him but i cant.. Never again.. He would just have to say goodbye for some reason i dont understand.
God plz i just want him back

Without Him life isnt worth living...
GuardianAngel9400 GuardianAngel9400
13-15, F
1 Response Nov 26, 2012

I know how you feel. I've been there.

She was my world. She was perfect. The greatest person i ever knew. She was so much more important than everything else in my life, i could change anything necessary if i had to. I would gladly give my life for her, because as far as i was concerned, she was my world.

I had suicidal thoughts too.

I know that what you're feeling is worse than anything you have ever felt. But pay attention to these words: your life is not over.

I know it seems impossible for you right now, but you can pull through this. I can help you. But i have to know if you're willing to battle for your well being. I have to know how strong you are. There is no easy way, but there is a way.