Why Can't I Disappear?

I want to die, I want to end this suffering. I want to end my life at the age of 14 because of the hell I live in, between the bullying and burdens I have. no one cares, no one will. I wear this fake smile every day and it drives me crazy on the inside. I hate the act I have to put on just to please this society I live in. I hurt on the inside, I cry because I've lost all my strength, I cut to feel pleasure and relief. I wish I had the courage to end it all, but I'm just to weak.
dissapearingstorm dissapearingstorm
13-15, F
1 Response Jan 16, 2013

Don't say no one cares because I care, I was once bullied too but don't end your life because of them, if your religious you should pray. But please don't choose death. Suicide is permanent answer to a temporary problem! This may be hard to except but you won't be bullied all your life, you will graduate and move on go to college with a new enviorment where people won't even know you, where you can start over fresh. I've been bullied since elementary to high. Now i'm in college and im not anymore. So please try to live and maybe talk to a teacher or cousler or ask your parent to transfer school but don't give up.