the way i am now is really painful to me. i'm 23 years old and i've been thru way too much .someone normal would be goin out tonight or something. while i'm bound to my parent's home by medication. i suffer from 2 disorders: epilepsy and autism. but the last few years have become unbearable.
it was already a hell before. the answers i got on other forums were like: go in therapy, go to your doctor to get new meds, and so on. while i know that ain't gonna work. i'm slowly going insane, so i made my dying wish to die in combat, so i at least have some honour when i die.
if you wish to know more, just ask me