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I Wish Someone Would Kill Me Now

Voices

By: Ishtaya
Written on September 17th, 2009

sometimes i heard voices in my head, they sound like a thousand whispering people. i never know what they want to say, they are just there. but some images i see in my head are nearly the same. an image of a ghost/angel hybrid, no real details are visible. in the face i only see two glowing eyes, the hair looks like some kind of plasma and wings without feathers. something tells me that this being does exist and could be more powerful than a god. when i see that image, one word resounds thru my head: Justice.

this entity is trying to tell me something, but i don't know what it is. anyone got an idea?

By: Ishtaya
Age: 26-30 , Female
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9 responses
  • ScarrednotWounded
    ScarrednotWounded

    Spiritual warfare. Look to Jesus - that's all I can say.

    Jul 14, 2012
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  • 888jake
    888jake

    Hi Ishtaya, Jake again. My religious beliefs are metaphysical. I believe in reincarnation and other planes of existance. I believe dream states are either memories from past lives ( and I don't mean as humans on earth) or mental journeys into other planes of existance. I have been attempting astral projection for yaers to enter these states. It's hard because you have to get yourself to a dream state but stil remain conscious. Everytime I get close. Yes I can feel it. I get a high pitched hum in my ears. It feels like my body is vibrating or ******* back and fourth. And if feels like my arms and feet are lifting up in the air but my body is motionless. I always fall asleep.



    I think you may be fortunate in this aspect. I think either your autism or epilepsy or both makes it easier for you to reach this state. Read about astral projection. You may be able to free your mind from your body with ease. If you try it please keep me posted. I'm excited to hear what happens.



    Jake

    Jun 24, 2012
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  • miznori
    miznori

    It maybe something that came to you had such a hard time so far, don't trust it at all. as for the voices it mightbe a number of things. Ask it to leave its not wanted. many blesssibng i hope it works

    Jan 5, 2011
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  • sarahbethuk
    sarahbethuk

    My thoughts are "Ghosts / spirits trapped here" But i think its a bad idea to listen or communicate with spirits i believe they chosen not to cross over for a reason.



    Only other explanation is telepathy maybe you can hear other peoples thoughts as in reading minds.



    Or there is the medical opinion which i think it bs and that is that hearing voices is a sign of mental health issues but i believe that kind of thing is rubbish. Just a label for something science cant and wont explain.



    Just my two pence worth.

    Jan 2, 2011
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  • Ishtaya
    Ishtaya

    i know what they are, and they aren't ghosts at all

    Dec 12, 2010
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  • kailakoval
    kailakoval

    i have a friend that hear voices.She's still hearing them. They want you to help them.Theres somthing that you need to do for them to help them cross over.Thats all they want. My friend has done many different things to help spirits cross over.One just wanted her to tell the guy she had liked for her whole life that she liked him.And when she did,the spirit left her alone

    Dec 11, 2010
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  • Ishtaya
    Ishtaya

    i had a lot of trouble during my teenage years and always wanted to be 'normal'

    since i have autism and epilepsy, and those two put a HUGE limit on your life

    many of my dreams are shattered, because i couldn't make them happen

    May 11, 2010
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    • NotApplicable
      NotApplicable

      can relate to this except I didn't have epilepsy. I always imagined what it would be like to have friends, and like things. It seems like everyone around me is just at ease while talking.

      Jul 19, 2011
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  • jagdishshetty
    jagdishshetty

    DEAR ISHTAYA

    DID YOU LOVE SOME BODY OR NEED SOME BODY VERY BADLY DURING YOU GROWING UP YEARS, OR SOME DEEP DESIRE UNFULFILLED, SOMETHING LEFT INCOMPLETED , YOU NEED TO FIND OUT THE ANSWER AS TO WHAT WAS THAT YOU WANTED REAL BAD AND COULDN'T GET,MAY BE HYPNOSIS OR PHYSIC HEALER WOULD HELP.

    May 11, 2010
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