Evolution

I wish I would drop dead.  There is no reason; I have felt this way since my first memories.  I hate this retched existence.  I think I am a sociopath.  I am completely indifferent to other people, and I do not understand them.  I feel like I was not created for this world.  If Darwinian evolution was true, I would not have made the cut.  Is desiring death for the good of humanity really crazy?  I believe my death would logically make the world better.  I only hurt the people I come in contact with.  I only have one family member, and I hurt him the most.  He would benefit from my death much more than he benefits from my life.

azileangel azileangel
22-25, F
Feb 18, 2010