Life Isn't Fun Anymore

I hate my life with a burning passion.

I'm deaf.

I'm schizophrenic [untreated].

I want to change my appearance because I feel ugly right now, but can't really afford anything.

I'm at a stupid alternative school, when really,  I don't need to be there.

My foster parents are total ******** to me and my siblings.

I think I'm going to fail seventh grade because I've been struggling with schizophrenia so much.

I wish things would just hurry up and get better, but at the same time, I wish someone would just kill me now.

crackcocaine crackcocaine
18-21, F
1 Response Mar 16, 2010

Seek therapy.