Wishing...

I have this man for almost 4 years. Widow but only recently making things more complicated. Rumors before his wife pass between us making other thinks that we are the reason........ for the early death (heart failure due to stress). We both know that is not the reason but my man cant do thing to clear and explain even to his child the truth.... to save me and to feel free. so here we are now, loving each other just the two of us knowing.. cant show being together with other even we're free to express our love and be happy. Wish I could have the whole him and be with him but thinking how would it happen makes me feel weak. Someday.... I hope...
lybet lybet
41-45, F
Jul 20, 2012