What Does It Mean To Understand?

What does it mean for someone to understand what you are trying to explain? For me its when someone could think of it the way I do, that could know how I feel about it.. Its hard to find someone that will understand why you feel a certain way, why you do the things that you do, or how bad it hurts you.. I havent found that someone yet, but I hope that one day I will find him/her. I guess that you have to find someone that has been thru some of the same things as you have for them to really understand whats going on with you. I have had a lot of relationship fail because of that very fact, they didnt understand my ways. Maybe no one really understands you other than yourself. Sometimes people have problems understanding theirself, but they expect someone to understand them. I know who I am, I know what I became to be, I may not be happy with what I am, but I do know.. Now maybe I just need someone to be able to know what I am saying in general and be able to accept it, I dont think I care about someone understanding it completely anymore. I am a complicated person, which I think everyone is , and I dont expect anyone to be able to know me completely. Maybe all I want is acceptance, someone that knows everything and still are willing to stand by me..
imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty
18-21, F
May 25, 2012