Fight For Me Please..

Today you are quiet ...a calm but distant stare in your eyes.
The ice blue crystal clear no clouds in those eyes today.
You waived away the medication and asked to be left alone.....i sat awhile trying to think of a way to say the words that would keep you here with me.
You want to leave, a pain that most do not understand, i do.
I see that you are tired my sweet friend i feel for you and hurt by your side with you.
I think of the days when you were strong both in heart and mind; as well as physicality.
I miss your smile and the dimples that would appear only then.
I miss the smug childlike face you make when your so pleased with yourself.
They tell me 50-50 and that is the best scenario. I have layed in your bed worn those shoes and yet i can not wrap my head and heart around it. I cant stop my fight for you.
Today you tried to give up, you whispered to me thoughts and decisions made within yourself selfishly.
With my eyes closed and a throat full of whimper and tears i beg you please...please stay with me. Dont leave me! Please fight!
Tears no longer held back, i cry.... i can no longer act strong and be quiet around u for i am selfish and cannot let you go.
We still have chance......
I am by your side, i will not leave you.
Please fight for me.

tuffcookiegirl tuffcookiegirl
26-30, F
1 Response Dec 10, 2012

curing sickness and old age with TIME you can control.
Here’s the recipe for the cure….

WARNING: DO NOT CHANGE HISTORY FOR PARTS THAT LEAD TO KIDS!

1. USE YOUR MIND - IT DOES NOT HAVE TO BE JUST IN YOUR HEAD!

2. YOUR BODY IS A RAIL LEADING TO YOUR REALITY. IT IS IMPORTANT THAT YOU DO NOT DIVIDE WHILE DOING THIS EXERCISE OR YOU WILL HAVE TO START OVER. YOU WILL NOT DIVIDE IF YOU THINK YOU WILL NOT, MOST LIKELY! (ANGELS HELP)

3. THINK OF TIME TAKING 24 HRS TO GO 24 HRS. (SPEED 1)

4. IMAGINE IT GOING THREE TIMES FASTER AND THREE TIMES SLOWER, BUT NOW IT’S STUCK TOGETHER. (SAME SPEED AS 1)

5. SPREAD OUT OVER TIME AND BE SURE TO STAY ON THE CUSP ALWAYS EVEN WHEN YOU THINK IN THE PAST.

6. IF YOU WERE GOING TO GET CANCER OF THE EYEBALL WITHIN A YEAR START FAR ENOUGH IN THE PAST THAT THE PART GETS HERE BEFORE IT CATCHES CANCER. GIVE THE PART AN EXTRA NUDGE (3X FASTER) AND AT THE SAME TIME, SLOW IT DOWN HERE ON THE CUSP (3X SLOWER).

7. TELL A FRIEND IF IT WORKED FOR YOU!

8. THE MOST IMPORTANT THING ABOUT THIS IS THAT THE WORD GETS OUT. THAT BEING SAID, IF IT WORKS ON CANCER, IS THERE A PRIZE OR SOMETHING?

9. TO LOOK YOUNG, JUST DO THE SKIN ON YOUR FACE.

10. FOR VIRUSES, JUST GRAB THEM WITH YOUR MIND AND SLOW THEM DOWN BY 1/3 SPEED, 6 TIMES, A WEEK AGO…..REPEAT IF YOU STILL ARE SICK.

11. FOR FOOD POISONING, USE THE SAME METHOD AS THE VIRUSES IN #10, BUT ADJUST HOW FAR BACK IN HISTORY YOU GO TO BE WHEN YOU ATE THE BAD STUFF!-
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