Bad Times

I wish I never cheated on my boyfriend , we have been dating for 5 years and 1 of those years I was unfaithful i wish it never happened but I was young and nieve , I want to tell him but I can't because I know he will leave and I'm not that person anymore , Why can't I have a rewind button? He totally does not deserve this what can I do without telling him what has happened in the past to make things better so I can move on with my life and leave the past in the past .
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Jul 4, 2012