My Affair

I wish my affair would of never happened.  I like the guy way too damn much and my feelings are getting hurt way too damn much. 


I figured I would add to this one.  I have to take back wishing my affair ever happened.  If I regretted it that much I really don't think I would be going round 2 right now.  I do like him way too damn much.  So maybe instead of wishing it didn't happen I should wish that my emotions wouldn't of gotten so deep with it.  I miss him when I don't get to see him as much as I like.  Maybe I should just say I wish I wouldn't of dumped him when I did so many years ago.  I was young though but it's still regret especially now that I know what I kind of man he has become.

crazyinlove88 crazyinlove88
26-30, F
1 Response Oct 29, 2008

Second guessing is so easy especially in hindsight. If you are in relationship that is not working and that is why you needed and affair, then it is time to call that one quits. Otherwise you need to focus on your current relationship and make it work. If you decide that the current relationship will not work and you decide to break it off, then you can explore the possibility with the other guy, but you cannot have both at the same time without cheating both of them and yourself!