I Wish I Never Was Hired Here.
My choices have lead me here. To this meaningless job of which I suffer emotionally everyday. I applied for a position without reading the fine print. The money offered was all I saw. Now I'm trapped in a call center nightmare with people who I can't stand. All this leaves me is alone. I don't really speak with anyone. I've never felt so rejected by so many people all at once. I've given up trying to make friendships there and just go in like a zombie and do what is required of me and go home.
It is emotionally draining me. I ask why to God all the time. Maybe it's better that I don't know so I won't get even more upset. I do believe all things happened for a reason but I need a ending to this situation soon! I need a different environment so that I can relax and feel comfortable being me!
I can't hide at home forever being afraid I'm going to run into these people outside of work! I want a Life!