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Life...

I wish all of you [friends and family] could see though my eyes...see how hard I struggle some days to get out of bed...I'm only 19...but with how I feel on a regular basis...I believe I could make an elderly person seem like they are my age...

Mom...don't you see how much I hurt every day?....Or do you not even care?

Courtney...I love you...my dearest little sister...I'm fighting for you...

Oneesan (older sister in Japanese)...I'm trying to hold on...but some days...I wish I hadn't the day before...

Hachi-chan (best friend)...I've only known you a year...how can you see through a mask I've worked on for years that my own mother whom I live with can't even see through?

I would love to break down crying on someone's shoulder...if only I could will myself to cry until I felt better...but even with all the water I drink...I wouldn't be able to shed a single tear until I'm at my breaking point again....how I wish...I could just cry.......some people have no idea how that is taken for granted...the ability to cry......until your in so much emotional pain...with no one to talk to...with a knife to your wrist...do you truly appreciate it....to be able to let things out.....

How I wish I could cry.....
yamihirugashi yamihirugashi 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 3, 2011

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Yami, i can feel yr sadness, well it touches my heart and soul...