Waking Up...... to reality, still sleepy, and numb, deeply broken, searching for your warmth and scent with my damaged senses... unable to find you as always. My amputated heart tries to remember in the midst of these nostalgic clouds who I am, for all identities are lost when the lights are off and all we can feel is a soaked pillow.
My breathing takes a slowlier pace, letting the tears flow easily, the salt entering the open wounds on my face. Suddenly I remember who I am. I am just a shadow waking up from my nightmare and looking to make our dream come true, I am Alice on the other side of the mirror, I am just a memory in someone's heart.
I am this only thanks to you my darling, my inspiration. These tears breaking my skin and falling in rivers mean I am still alive, still waiting for you. Forever.