Trying To Smile About It...
Waking up to the anoying sound of the alarm clock,
reaching over to put my hand on your chest.
my hand falls to the bed... tears stream down my face,
Oh how bad I wish I could lay my head on your chest again,
feel your heart beat and know everything is okay.
I sit up in bed to grab the computer hoping to read a message from you.
He always knows what to say to help me through the hard times.
I resentfully crawl out of bed and drag my feet to the closet.
I get in the shower thinking, dreaming of what it will be like to have you home again.
My eyes light up every time my phone goes off.
Only to realize that, it's not you....