You, Here, Now! Danget..

to really hug me
to be able to hear your voice
to touch you
for you to touch me
to slow dance together
to see you smile
to hear you laugh

to love me not through an email..
to love each other not through an email...
Turbulence Turbulence
18-21, M
23 Responses Aug 4, 2010



HAHA! xD<br />
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Peanlo and deadmoon reporting to duties!! Or well...deadmoon's not here at the moment, she'll catch up later =P<br />
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No prob =]

I'm hoping college doesn't start next week.. That's too early for me!<br />
If peanlo and deadmoon keep up the comedies.<br />
Well. I suppose I did Sunday. She hadn't replied and that sorta means ANOTHER week. Talk on my birthday, say she'll be giving her gift soon, and then just nothing for 2 weeks? No. The 31st has come and gone anyway.<br />
No, she's not... I know.<br />
Happy? Maybe. If something changes for the better, yes...<br />
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Thanks guys. Er. girls.

Well, until then, I hope the wait goes by quickly. <br />
Yeah, I feel that way sometimes, but you just have to know when you've had enough. You know what you deserve and what you should get from a relationship, and I dont' think she's giving it to you.<br />
I hope you get to talk to her soon, I know how happy that would make you. :] <br />
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:] Anytime you need to talk about it, I'll be here.

No prob, you know you have my support.

Yeah.. just gotta wait for her to talk to me..<br />
Sadly true..<br />
Both I guess. She really is quite wonderful. Or was? Half a year ago or so things were great. Maybe both in that I'm worried I won't find someone as great as she was and that can make me feel like she did...<br />
That's what I've been thinking. I think I might have told her that.. Something like that. I think I'll tell her that exact sentence.. See what she says...<br />
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Thank you guys..

Do as you feel, just don't let her push you around. You deserve better.

I understand. You should follow through with your ultimatum now, and see what she does. If she really wants to be with you then she'll try and get you back. But it is only until then you will see if she really wants to save your guys' relationship.<br />
And I know how you feel about breaking up, because, I admit, I feel the same. Do you fear if you break up with her you won't find anyone else? <br />
When a person really loves another person, that person is always on their mind; they are never an afterthought or a chore.

I thought I did. I gave her an ultimatum. sorta?.. We talked about things. I THOUGHT it helped. A few weeks later I told her 'If nothing changes by the 31st then..."<br />
she replyed "Then WHAT??" <br />
Aggressive, we talked and she finally just told me why she's so busy and frustrated with things. But still nothing changed. It's now the 10th of August. I guess I'm sortof a pushover.. But I've not had a chance to talk to her. My birthday was July 29th.. Could have then, but really didn't want things to end on my birthday..

You have to decide when enough is enough, and know that you deserve more than she is giving you. It is up to you to decide how much you can take.

Yeah, but a problem is I don't know when she will talk to me. =/<br />
Call her? Doubt she'd answer.. I did talk to her anyway! like my other story, Nothing changed though. And she knows that...

The only way the wound will heal is if you talk with her about the problem. It is this way with me, I'll write and be angry or sad, and it isn't until I can talk to him about it does the emotion go away.

Writing helps somewhat. But only somewhat. It relieves the stress and pain, but it doesn't help the wound.

I find writing helps me get through the tough times in my LDR (long distance relationship, hehe) and I write my best stuff when I am really emotional.

That's very true.<br />
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LDR? OH! >.>'<br />
Thanks.. I'm trying..

When you are feeling your worst, that is usually the time when you write your best. :]<br />
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*sighs* I'm going through a LDR too, and I know how frustrating it can be too. Just hang in there.

Yeah. Hmm.. guess I could leave both up. Raw emotion in the first.<br />
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Oh aren't they... - > <a href="" target="ep_blank">EP Link</a><br />
*sad face*

I think it's great both ways. :]<br />
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Long distance relationships are really very hard.

Mm.. think it's a bit better now though..


Yeah, that last sentence is very powerful for me. =/