I Miss U So Much.............

you know this............you also know that every time i am sick i miss u more than usual!!! its not like that u are not with me, but at this moment i want u to be here...............sitting right next to me and telling me its just a stupid headache silly girl........!!! i guess its just past my endurance now, both this pain and the pain of not seeing you............!!!! better do something about it.......!!!! i getting weak in every sense..........nothing keep my faith holding, come before i crumble down   i m numb and feel so sad.......................its not even sunny these days!!! 
whether u can bear to see me suffering or not but i want u to be here............holding my hands and telling me u will be there as long as it last!!!!!!