I Wonder If You Know?

I want you here more than anything and I think about it all the time. If I'm feeling lonely you are the one I want to keep me company. If I'm feeling sad it is your comfort I crave.
We talk a lot but I wonder if you know how much I hate to say goodbye? Every time we have to say goodbye I just want more and I cannot get enough. You are on my mind when I wake, in my dreams when I sleep and in my heart as I go about my day.
Maybe you think it is just a crush, maybe you think I'm infatuated, but I'm hoping you know that you hold my heart in your hands.
When all is said and done you may not feel the same, but I wonder if you know how much I love you?
It hurts to wonder sometimes, because I try so hard to make sure you can see it, but I never really know if you can.
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May 21, 2012