With all the struggles that I've been going through the last six months, I really wish you were here. I can't count how many times that I thought about you during my darkest hours. How the smell of your hair alone would calm me because you would smile and you would hug me. Tell me that everything was going to be okay, that you were here for me. Now I just walk this earth alone. I have nobody to go to. I don't even have your voice anymore. The only thing that makes me smile nowadays are the memories we had together for all those years together. I could really use you right now, especially now. But alas, I am alone, the way it was meant to be.