Crushed

I wake up in the morning and wish you were here, all through the day and before I go to sleep I just wish I could hear your voice. I didn't even realize how much I was in love with you till you weren't here anymore to say you love me like you always did. Now your not here and I'm wishing I could stop the tears
that keep falling like rain. Wish I could feel your arms around me that would stop my pain.
The way you say my name whenever we kissed, how you thought I was perfect in everyway. You are the most amazing man I'll ever know. You always made me feel like I was the only person in the world like nothing else mattered when we were together. I wish I was still getting all those wonderful amazing e-mails you sent me everyday just to say I'm perfect and you love and miss me when you were at work. I wish I could not feel so crushed its seems to be all I can feel. I wish I could walk out the door without dreading seeing the rest of the world, and without having to pretend like I'm okay when I'm not. Most of all I wish we were still together a life time with you Is what I truely wish!
beautifulbell beautifulbell
46-50, F
2 Responses Aug 10, 2010

Yes it is good to know people know how we feel, I just hope we all start to feel better. Can't go on like this. Thank you for sharing.

I know how you feel, I wish the same. It hurts really bad, but it's good to know people know how I feel. Thanks for sharing your story, beautifulbell.