I Wish....

I Wish....

-I was a stronger person

-that I could be a better friend

-that I could stop hurting people by my actions or inactions

-I was the person I pretend to be

-I could go after the things I want

-I listened to your advice, and the advice I try to give out

-I would think with the right head

-that I could stop pretending to be happy, and actually be happy

-I could make the pain stop. My own, and the ones I've caused others.

-that I could make a difference in this world....be it large or small

-I would stop trying to make excuses for my poor past decisions

-I could give you a hug

-I was able to make my dreams come true

-I acutally listened to the people that mattered....and stop listening to the ones who don't

-I would stop this self-pity, self-doubt, and self-hate

-I could smile and laugh like I used to

-I could apologize to all those I've hurt, disappointed, or let down

-I knew there was someone out there for me

-I had 'purpose' in my life

Most of all, I wish this wasn't a 'wish list'. I want to be the person who can make these things happen, not just wishing about them
RisenFromAshes RisenFromAshes
36-40, M
Dec 11, 2012