I am so completely in love with my ex, now my best friend ever. And he says he loves me to and that he would love to just say **** it and try to work towards another relationship with me but he won't. He's worried cause a have a child and he doesn't yet want to give up his care free lifestyle. He also thinks he is absolutely horrible for me because as he says: "you're so sweet kind and loyal to me and I don't deserve it because I don't think I can give it back to you. You should stop wasting your time on me and go be happy with someone else even if it kills me. I know I'll never find someone who's as loyal and who loves me as unconditionally as you do, but I just don't think I can handle this right now. I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to." So he doesn't want me to wait around for him just in cause it never works out but he doesn't seem to understand that id rather have him in my life as just my best friend than nothing at all...any ideas on how to help him see that? Cause I've told him that to his face about a hundred times...
musicalmommy6510 musicalmommy6510
18-21, F
Sep 2, 2014