Man Living As A Women
I'm a college educated retired man that's been serious cross dressER (TRANSVESTITE) for almot 15 years having met more than one lady friend that encourages me to fulfill my fetish by transforming me over a period time into looking like a women. I mean except for surgery I've more than once made committment to totally transform myself not just into wearing women' clothing, undergarments, jewelry, shoes etc, into living a women's lifestyle.
I wear silicon breast enhancers, have had my ears pierced, acrylic nails glued onto my finger tips, eyeliner and eyebrows permanently tatooed onto my body, tatoos of a 12'm rose and stem placed just above my left ankle, and several tatooes on other parts of my body, hair dyed medium brown, then cut and shaped into a feminine hairstyle.
Having lived life4 as a well pampered women more than once, I've had regular appointment schedules at facial and nail salon's weekly. Just 3 years I'd lived life as the female companion ofthis lady for almost a year before she'd broken it off. After we'd split I continued living a women's lifestyle for several months until I was unable to sustain the reoccurring high maintenance costs..
Unable to resume the life of a man, I've been crossdressing living as a man several times a week for more than a year now. It's difficult for me through to go anywhere dressed as a man having permanent eyeliner, eyebrows, pierced ears and visable female tatooes on my body.
Since living with this first lady tghat totally trnsformed me I've met and dated 4 other women. So far, 3 of the 4 after the second or third date having discovered I cross dress encourage me to date them dressed totally as a women. Each time I've transformed myself including hairstyling and makeup the relationship seems to escalate thgen decline to my detriment.
Unquestionably, I don't care to be the submissive and over powered partner. I don't want to be a maid, servant, sex ob
My peace and happienes are within myself. I live alone with 2 kittie cats.
Question to forum? How many other cross dresser men have experienced this same kind of proivblem?